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06 January 2011 @ 05:31 pm
[smile of april fanmix] lights will guide you home, angie/adrian; for gi  
Lights Will Guide You Home
- smile of april, angie/adrian
- 21 tracks + bonus
- for gi.

pithy intro: this fanmix is for my beautiful bb, cutting_onions. i've been a shit friend lately, and i know i can't take it back. if i could i'd do it in a heartbeat, but. time sucks and apparently only goes in one direction (despite my intense desire for a delorean). i really, really would love the chance to make it up to you, if you'll let me. i know i'm horrible at showing it, but i really do love you with all my heart, like adrian loves angie and john loves elizabeth and dyson loves bo (except you're way hotter and awesomer than she is). you deserve only the best, bb, and i'm sorry i didn't treat you like you deserve. this is the debut of new!Catherine, who will stop sucking, and start being a better friend, if you'll still have me. i love you, gi. ♥

an angie/adrian (and catherine♥gi) fanmix

i. calendar girl - stars | angie | mp3
if i am lost for a day try to find me
but if i don't come back then i won't look behind me
and all of the things that i thought were so easy
just got harder and harder each day

"i didn't need a map; i didn't want to come back."

ii. please just take these photos from my hands - snow patrol | angie | mp3
when all this actual life played out
where the hell on earth was i?
i rack my brains but it won't come
through water damaged bloodshot eyes
the fleeting triumphs, brazen lies
all seem to mingle into one

"angie? what are you doing?"

iii. chemistry of a car crash - shiny toy guns | adrian | mp3
you're waking up
a part of me i've never known
and i've never felt
so invincible
what took you so far away?

"should we find the strength to forget about you, or should you
make the effort to try to get to know us?"

iv. no cars go - arcade fire | angie & adrian | mp3
we know a place where no planes go
we know a place where no ships go
no cars go
where we know
we know a place no space ships go
we know a place where no subs go

"see, we took away your super-powers, and there will be no more
travel to the future."

v. eet - regina spektor | angie | mp3
it's like forgetting the words to your favorite song
you can't believe it; you were always singing along
it was so easy and the words so sweet
you can't remember; you try to feel the beat

"i'm 35." "yeah, but in your head you're 22."

vi. true believer - aimee mann | adrian | mp3
i want you but you're a poltergeist
i want you but baby the price is high
i want you and now i've said it twice
so mary, dim the lights
cups and saucers crashing in
and houdini applauds the gag again
and no one's a true believer

"no, i'm not cooking you dinner tonight. oh, get over it! yeah baby. i love you, too."

vii. the sun on his back - camera obscura | angie | mp3
he’s got the sun on his back
where there are freckles i would die for
is he a family man?
if i had the chance i would show him all i am
i like the sound of his voice
i did my very best to impress him

"mrs. lloyd really likes mr. lloyd."

viii. into dust - ashtar command [cover of massy star] | angie & adrian | mp3
still falling
breathless and on again
inside today
inside me today
around broken in two
til your eyes share into dust
like two strangers turning into dust

"i have a daughter that i don't recognize from a man i don't even love."

ix. soon we'll be found - sia | adrian | mp3
let's not fight i'm tired can't we just sleep tonight
turn away it's just there's nothing left here to say
turn around i know we're lost but soon we'll be found
well it's been rough but we'll be just fine
work it out yeah we'll survive
you mustn't let a few bad times dictate
so come along, it wont be long
'til we return happy

"mr. lloyd, are you asking me out on a date?"

x. baby, i'm not sure if this is love - club 8 | angie | mp3
lovers keep their secrets
baby, i'm not sure if this is love

"i don't think i want to forget you."

xi. perfect girl - sarah mclachlan | angie & adrian | mp3
am i faithful, am i strong, am i good enough to belong
in your reverie a perfect girl
your vision of romance is cruel and all along i played the fool
all your expectations bury me
don't worry you will find the answer if you let it go
give yourself some time to falter
but don't forgo know that you're loved no matter what
and everything will come around in time

"i couldn't find my spoons and i burnt my toast."

xii. blindsided - bon iver | angie | mp3
i cup the window
i'm crippled and slow
for the agony
i'd rather know
'cause blinded i am blindsided
would you really rush out for me now?

"he was stupid enough to fall in love with you the first time.
how much could he really have changed?"

xiii. afterall - william fitzsimmons | adrian | mp3
i still love you after all
i still want you after all
will you keep me after all
please don't leave me after all
for better or worse after all
sickness and health after all
til death do us part after all
i still love you after all

"i refuse to suffer consequences of choices that i didn't make."

xiv. your heart is an empty room - death cab for cutie | angie | mp3
burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground
and start new when your heart is an empty room
with walls of the deepest blue
home's face: how it ages when you're away
spring blooms and you find the love that's true
but you don't know what now to do

"our daughter has blue eyes."

xv. baby, now that i've found you - alison krauss | adrian | mp3
baby, now that i've found you
i won't let you go
i built my world around you
i need you so, baby even though
you don't need me now
spent my life looking for that somebody
to make me feel like new
now you tell me that you want to leave me
but darling, i just can't let you

"let me invite you to dinner tonight." "tonight-tonight?" "tonight."

xvi. wait - alexi murdoch | angie | mp3
though i have the strength to move a hill
i can hardly leave my room
so i sit perfectly still
and i'll listen for a tune
while my mind is on the moon
so if i stumble, and if i fall
and if i slip now, and loose it all
and if i can't be, all that i could be
will you? will you wait for me?
and wait for me

"how do i fall back in love with him?"

xvii. fix you - coldplay | adrian | m4a
high up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but if you never try you'll never know
just what you're worth
lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

"just like that?" "just like that."

xviii. i might be wrong - radiohead | angie | mp3
open up, begin again
let's go down the waterfall
think about the good times and never the bad
never the bad
what would i do?
what would i do?
if i did not have you

"i'm in trouble." "why, what is it?" "i'm going on a date tonight with my husband."

xix. blinking lights (for you) - eels | angie & adrian | mp3

"be yourself. you were stupid enough to fall in love with him the first ti-" "i get it."

xx. china - chris holmes | angie & adrian | mp3
i'll fall and i'll fall
for the first pretty girl
and i'll give her my heart
and i'll make her my world
and we'll dance and dance and dance

"what happened next?" "to the top? you took it off."

xxi. after afterall (reprise) - william fitzsimmons | angie | mp3
i still love you;
i still want you;
i still need you;

"i miss you."

Waiting Room - Ben Sigston
No Way Out - Immaculate Machine
Statue - Immaculate Machine

lights will guide you home | zip ss
tracks + bonus + cover art
Why do we need to negate everything?!: sga ; j/e - with you as long as you staycutting_onions on January 20th, 2011 09:19 am (UTC)
I listened and I loove it :D
Now I gotta put in order cause iphone is stuped and mix everything :/

ILU so much bb! I'm so happy we made up♥
☮ + ♡ + ☺: lost girl - k; but why is the rum gone?!hihoplastic on January 21st, 2011 09:35 pm (UTC)
YAAAAY I'm so glad you like it! *squishes* <33333 ILU bb!